Changes

Change...for many, this is almost a forbidden word.  No one really likes change but sometimes change can bring on a whole new outlook in life.  We have change in the weather, change in careers, change in homes, etc.  This year has brought on a lot of changes for me.  

One change that I felt I was ready to make was a change in my health and fitness.  At the beginning of the year I was continually seeing my weight go up.  This was causing me to have less energy and when I am working with the youth at our church, less energy is not good.  So, after seeing my mother-in-law join Weight Watchers and begin losing weight, I decided it was time.  I began counting calories, watching what I was putting into my mouth and writing everything I ate down in an on-line log called my fitness pal.  I also began to exercise.  It started out as once a week at the gym and has progressed up to 4-6 times per week of exercising either at the gym or at home.  The outcome of both of these changes has caused me to lose 37 pounds and now I have way more energy to work with the youth at our church and I feel better for doing things with my own active teenagers.  

There were several things that had to happen for me to get to this point.  I had lost weight before but it always came back.  So why would I return to my old ways of eating after working so hard to lose weight?  God, throughout the course of the last few years, has shown me what triggers my unhealthy eating.  I am now in the maintenance phase of my weight lose journey and God is helping me hear and see when those triggers get pushed.  He has given me words to say when I feel those triggers rising.  Granted, I have not been in the maintenance phase for very long yet, but I can already see the difference from times past.  Part of my focus this time is just being healthier - not skinner, although that is an outcome of eating healthier.  I am not on a diet - I eat whatever I want, I just count the cost first.  Some days are better than others.  This is going to be a "rest of my life" journey.  

Another thing that has made this journey possible is my spiritual health.  In the past few years, there have been some major hurts that have happened.  God and I have walked through those hurts and I believe there has been major healing there.  It is due to this healing that I am able to become physically healed.  No longer am I medicating my hurt and pain with food but with the Word of God first and that is the key.  


God is so good.  He meets us right where we're at.  He doesn't ask us to get our act together first and them come to him.  No matter what the issues are, he is there to meet us and heal us.  Do I still struggle with weight issues and eating?  Of course I do.  Do I continue to be tempted to sit down with that bag of Lays potato chips or those brownies?  Of course I do?  Do I ever give in to that?  Of course I do.  The difference is, I am more in tune with the Holy Spirit and I hear him asking me, do you really want to do that?  Then I put the bag away or cut a smaller piece of brownie and give thanks to my Creator, who knows me so well.  


What is God asking you to change today?  What challenges are you facing or better yet, avoiding?  Don't let those things continue to drag you down. Allow God to heal you and to show you how to overcome.  If you do, you will find that you won't regret it.  


By the way...my mother-in-law, who I said joined Weight Watchers, has lost 45 pounds since January!  Way to go Mother!!!

Radical: Taking Back Your Faith from the American Dream

The book I am currently reading:

What is Jesus worth to you?

It's easy for American Christians to forget how Jesus said his followers would actually live, what their new lifestyle would actually look like. They would, he said, leave behind security, money, convenience, even family for him. They would abandon everything for the gospel. They would take up their crosses daily...


But who do you know who lives like that? Do you?


In Radical, David Platt challenges you to consider with an open heart how we have manipulated the gospel to fit our cultural preferences. He shows what Jesus actually said about being his disciple--then invites you to believe and obey what you have heard. And he tells the dramatic story of what is happening as a "successful" suburban church decides to get serious about the gospel according to Jesus.

Submission to Authority

Submission seems to be a taboo word in today’s society.  We are a society of “me-ism,” a society where everyone looks out for themselves and wants their own way.  Submission goes against that thought.  Submission means humbling yourself to another’s ways and that has nothing to do with ME.  The definition of the word submit is: to give over or yield to the power or authority of another.  

So what happens when you are in disagreement with someone in authority over you?  What happens when you think God is leading one way, but the authority over you does not see things the same way?  What are you to do? 

There are many verses in the Bible that speak of submission.  There is submission of slaves to their masters, wives to their husbands, submission to God, and so many more. 

Proverbs 3:6 tells us to submit all your ways to him, and he will make your paths straight.  You might argue that this is saying that we must submit to God and only God and then he will make our paths straight.  If we only take one verse and do not look at the Bible as a whole, we will be lacking in our understanding.   In Romans 13:1-5, Paul writes, “¹ Let everyone be subject to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God. ² Consequently, whoever rebels against the authority is rebelling against what God has instituted, and those who do so will bring judgment on themselves. ³ For rulers hold no terror for those who do right, but for those who do wrong. Do you want to be free from fear of the one in authority? Then do what is right and you will be commended. ⁴ For the one in authority is God’s servant for your good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for rulers do not bear the sword for no reason. They are God’s servants, agents of wrath to bring punishment on the wrongdoer. ⁵ Therefore, it is necessary to submit to the authorities, not only because of possible punishment but also as a matter of conscience.”  In this passage, Paul is telling us that all authority is put in place by God and there is no authority in place that God has not established.  

God places these leaders of us to watch over us and they will give an account someday.  Hebrews 13:17 says, “¹ Have confidence in your leaders and submit to their authority, because they keep watch over you as those who must give an account. Do this so that their work will be a joy, not a burden, for that would be of no benefit to you.”  When we don’t submit to them, their work becomes a burden. 

When we humble ourselves to those in authority over us, there is a blessing to us.  Peter tells us;  “In the same way, you who are younger, submit yourselves to your elders. All of you, clothe yourselves with humility toward one another, because, “God opposes the proud  but shows favor to the humble.”

I don’t know about you, but I want God’s favor.  Does having God’s favor mean we will always get what we desire or always see things happen the way we think it’s supposed to be?  No.  We had a situation in the past where we didn’t see eye to eye with someone in authority over us.  Just to clarify, these things were not things that we are to die for.  It was not disagreeing with salvation issues or evils taking place.  After talking about it, we came to the conclusion that the Word tells us to submit to the authority placed over us.  When we went to the authority and told them that while we disagreed with them, we could in fact submit to their God given authority, we were then told that is wasn’t good enough, that it was a heart issue. The Word tells us that man looks at the outward appearance but God looks at the heart.  We knew that our hearts before God were right; we had humbled ourselves before God and man.  The outward appearance would come later as proof of our heart.   It was at that moment, when our willingness to submit was rejected, that we realized that it was not possible to continue under that leadership in the way that we had been. We were not being allowed to submit.

There are times when those in leadership, who have authority, can focus in the wrong place.  In Luke 10, Jesus had appointed 72 others to go out to heal the sick and declare that the kingdom of God was near.   They came back rejoicing because even the demons submitted in His name.  In verses 18-20 Jesus says, “I saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven. ¹⁹ I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you. ²⁰ However, do not rejoice that the spirits submit to you, but rejoice that your names are written in heaven.”  We can get caught up in the things that we do through the power and name of Jesus.  Here, the 72 that went out were more focused on what they did rather than who they were in Christ.  The evil spirits submitted to them and that was their focus when they returned.  

Currently, I am, again, in a place where I may not agree totally with some changes in direction where I am serving but I have chosen to submit to the authority that God has placed over me.  I have expressed my concerns over some changes but that’s where it ends.  Once I have decided to submit, regardless of what I think should happen, I go on under the leader’s authority and support them in whatever way I can.  The leader over me has two choices: to accept my submission or reject it.  I am grateful that in my current situation, the leader in authority over me has chosen to accept my submission and he is grateful for it. I look forward to seeing what God has in store for me because I chose to submit.  

Submission is not an easy thing, but it comes with its rewards.  Our submission to others in authority is our submission to God.  I know for me, I want to follow God with all my heart so unless someone in authority over me is in direct conflict with the Word of God, I will choose to submit.  

Lord,

I pray that my heart would be humble before you.  I pray that you would give me insight to know how to handle the times when I may not agree with someone in authority over me.  In my submission, I pray that your love would shine through. 

Ten Years Ago Today - 9/11

Do you remember where you were standing ten years ago when the news of the attack on the Twin Towers happened? I do. I can still picture myself in my living room watching the morning news. With disbelief, I went to get Jim and told him he needed to come and see this. How could this happen? Most people can remember where they were and what they were doing. As I have watched interviews with people, ten years later, some of them being the kids who never knew the parent they lost and some who were older, the one thing that strikes me in these children is that none of them showed hatred. They remember the good. They chose to remember the good times, the good memories, and the special things. Every year they have to relive that day as the whole nation mourns that day. We can't always know why things happen but we can choose the way we respond. After ten years, there has been a level of healing.
When we are hurt by others, when we feel violated, we need to remember that God is good all the time. When we hurt, He is salve. When we are in pain, He is the comforter.
On this day in history, remember how we stood together as a country. Remember the men and women who have faught and continue to fight for our freedoms. Remember that we still have freedom.  We also need to remember to hold up our leaders in prayer and continue to pray for our country and for our enemies. 
We will never forget.

Beautiful

Of all the things that we devote our time and energy to everyday, He alone is worthy of our praise and our worship.
Revelation 4:8b, "Day and night they never stop saying: 'Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was, and is, and is to come.'"

More from the Art Revue

Jonathan took Film 101 and Claymation.  Although the video picture and quality are not great, these videos are showing what they did in this class.  He's not in all of them, but it is what his class did.



This one really touched my heart because when we first went to the school, Jonathan was a bit reluctant. But this is exactly how things go at MSOA. Everyone becomes part of a big family.



This is the video that Jonathan's Claymation class did.



Erin's choir class preformed two songs last night. One song is in two sections because it was long.






Hopefully you enjoy their performing arts part of their school also.

Art Exhibit and Revue

Last night was the Master's School of Art (MSOA) art exhibit and revue.  This is a wonderful time to see all of the art work that the kids have done over the semester.  The talent that is coming from MSOA is outstanding.  These kids are using their talents and abilities to glorify God. Here are some pictures of the exhibit. 

 College level paintings

 College level drawings

 9 to 12 year old level painting

 13 to 18 year old level paintings

 13 to 18 year old level paintings

All school finale.

Jonathan and Erin had several pieces in the exhibit rooms.

 Jonathan - color pencil 101

 Jonathan - Anime

 Jonathan - Computer Art 101

This is a picture of I-5 from California to Oregon.  Jonathan added the buffalo and the fox to the road.

Jonathan - Computer Art 101

Jonathan added the space ships to the space background.

 Erin - Painting 101

 Erin - Color Theory

 Erin - Color Pencil 101

Erin - Drawing 101

The kids are already registered for the fall semester and they are talking about what classes they want to take.  I may even look into officially taking some classes.  I have been asked to take a painting teacher training class this summer and to help teach beginning level painting next year.  Sounds like fun to me!

My Latest Color Pencil

     My latest color pencil project is dear to my heart.  When I saw the picture, I thought of children and missions, both of which are dear to me.  When we were in Mexico, we worked at a youth home that takes in street kids.  Some of these kids, when asked what they want to do when they are grown, declared that they wanted to be missionaries.  I love this picture with the children's hands holding the world.  At the top, I have printed Matthew 28:19, "Therefore, go and make disciples of all nations." 
     I have been part of a team, at our church, that is discipling middle school kids.  I love seeing them catching on to their value, identity and purpose in Christ.  I have recently been talking to a seventeen year old who is sensing God calling her to missions.  These kids a ripe for the calling and I am thankful that God is allowing me to be part of this. 

Life...

     How is it that life just seems to fly by?  How is it that when I look at my blog, which isn't all that often lately, I realize that I haven't updated it in two months?  My apologies. 
     Life has been good lately.  We celebrated Easter with some family.  Two of Jim's brothers and their families were with us.  We had a great time of food and fellowship.

 Jim cutting the turkey that Tabitha brought.

 Luke cutting the ham.  My mother-in-law made a 22 pound ham.

 Visiting.

We had lots of kids here that day.

Erin and James

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     The kids are finishing up school which I am excited for also.  Only four more weeks.  We end on June 10th.  Our last day of art classes is this Thursday and then the art revue is on the 26th.  We will miss going to art class over the summer but we have already signed up for next year.  We are all looking forward to that.  Here is my latest color pencil picture I am working on.  It will be finished this week so that it can go on display during the exhibit portion of the revue.

 This is Jonathan's first color pencil project.

Erin's first color pencil project. 

Both kids did a wonderful job on their color pencil pieces.

     If you live in the area and would like to attend the Art Revue, it is on Thursday, May 26 at Sunnyside Foursquare in Clackamas.  E-mail me for specifics.

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     A big event that just occured was Erin's birthday.  She is now officially a teenager.  She turned 13 on May 14th.  She celebrated by having a sleepover with five of her friends.  They had a great time and stayed up way too late.  She followed that up on her birthday by going with the youth group on an outing to the mall, a buffet dinner at Hometown Buffet, swimming and then games back at the church.  She was one tired girl by the end of her birthday.

     Yes, she chose a race car for her cake.  She such a silly girl.  It is wonderful to see the kids growing up and seeing them serving in our church in different ways.  They are growing so fast and before we know it, they will be adults.  In less than two months, Jonathan will be sixteen.  He told us last night that he has decided he wants to be a computer engineer.  Now to see how to help him reach those goals.

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    I have also been enjoying watching our grandkids from time to time.  We are now expecting our seventh grandchild on Christmas day.  We are very excited and everyone seems to be hoping for a girl.  So far, there are five boys and one girl so it is time for Brooklyn to have a sister. 

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     As I am thinking over the past couple of months since I posted last, I realized that I made a trip back east to visit my family also.  That was in the middle of March.  I had a wonderful time visiting my parents, my siblings, and their families.  We are planning another trip in August, Lord willing.  While I was there I was able to do some painting with my dad which was a lot of fun. 

 Dad painting his picture.

 My mom

 My brother, Chris.

 My nephew, Christopher and his new wife, Caitlin.  They are currently living in Germany.  Cait is in the Air Force and is stationed there.

 Jordan and Ethan, my niece and nephew.

 Noah, my nephew.

     Dad and Mom at a family birthday party.

     I think that kind of updates the last two months.  

     

Things...

Remember the saying, March comes in like a lion and goes out like a lamb?  The last week of February brought snow to us here in the Portland area. Once the snow left, we had rain, rain and more rain. In fact, it is raining still. The forecast for the next week is calling for rain. We love the rain but we are ready for spring so we are really hoping that March will truly go out like a lamb.   

Last weekend Jonathan went on the high school winter retreat. He had a fabulous time and was really touched by the Lord. We are enjoying watching him grow in his faith. He is in a Bible study on Thursday nights with a small group of young people and is enjoying it very much. Erin will be going on the middle school winter retreat in two weeks. She is very excited for this.  She contiues to grow in the Lord also and is involved with her weekly discipleship group. We're very proud of both of them.

Recently I decided to look for some of my art work from before Jim and I got married.  Here are a few drawings I did when I was a teenager.  I am loving getting back into my art.  It has been a long time since I have done any.  The kids are continuing to enjoy their art school and I am enjoying some of the things I am learning from helping out in the classes. 

The Dancer

This was a picture on the side of one of my mom's planters or canisters in the kitchen, can't remember which.

A silk rose that I had in my bedroom growing up.

One of my mom's plants.

I saw a picture of a boy in a magazine and decided to draw him.  This was my first attempt any any portraits and I believe it was the last one I ever did.  Maybe I should try again.  Unfortunately the paper was large and I folded it to store it so there is now a line in the middle of his face.

I posted this on facebook but thought I would put it here also.  This is a painting I did last week after learning some tips and techniques while helping out in the painting class.

Another Picture

It's a little harder to draw things out of my head, rather than looking at a picture, since I have to imagine the shadowing and depth of objects.  I stayed up way too late working on this last night and finished it today.  It kind of reminds me of a picture that may have been drawn as an illustration in a children's book.  I am pleased with it. 

What's New

     It has now been a little more than six months since we arrived back in Oregon and things are going well.  We thank the Lord for all he is doing in our family.  It has been quite an adjustment coming back and getting back into the swing of things but I think we are finally feeling totally at home again.  We have wondered what God has in store for us now and tonight I went to an informational/brainstorming meeting at our church that had to do with our church reaching out to the Hispanic, Latin American people here in the Gresham, Portland area.  Of course this is something that is near and dear to our hearts and we can definitely understand what people go through living in another country and another culture.  We are in the beginning stages but I am very excited to be involved in the process.  God is opening doors to continue in His calling to work the Hispanic people.  On another level of ministry, I am volunteer in the middle school as a small group leader on Sunday mornings. This is a new area for me but something that God placed on my heart come time ago.  Jim and I are both helping out in the High School ministry on Sunday night also.  We help out wherever we are needed which can be different from week to week.  We are both enjoying the time with the youth at our church. 
     Since we returned, Erin began meeting with the ReActs group.  This is a discipleship group that meets once a week.  She has been helping out with events that are planned for middle schoolers.  Jonathan  has been going to youth group on Wednesday nights with a friend and has also joined a Bible study on Thursday nights with some of the kids from that youth group.  He is also helping out in the middle school on Sunday mornings.  We are pleased to see them getting involved and growing in the Lord.

      Another new thing that began just last week is Master's School of Art.  A friend of Erin's told us about this school and we decided it would be a good thing for our family. It is am amazing school and is very family oriented.  The classes are for ages 9 up to adults.  We went to their Revue a couple of weeks ago and the art work was amazing!  We attend one day a week, on Thursdays. It is all day and right now, Jonathan is taking Computer Art 101, Claymation, Anime 101, Film 101, and Cartooning 101. Erin is taking Color Theory/Compostion, Choir, Painting 101, Drawing 101, and Lyrical Dance. Both kids would like to switch their last class to Colored Pencil 101 but we will need to see if there is room in the class. I am helping out in four classes. It's been many years since I have really done much with my drawing or painting, but I am enjoying the refresher courses and learning new things as I help out.

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Erin in her painting class.  She is beginning her first painting on a big canvas. 

 Jonathan in his Anime class. 

 This is Erin's first project in painting which kind of gave her the techniques for her bigger picture.

 I am helping out in the Color Pencil class and I tried their assignment at home.  Here is my apple.

That's all I have for updates for now.  Blessings to you all.